sometimes you just know

it is true that all bad things happen in threes. this week has been proof of that, now things can and have to get better because for me this is rock bottom. my kid died, a friend passes away from cancer, and to top things off i live in NY my bank is in Ca and i lost my atm card.
thanksgiving is next week, this time of year is supposed to be spent with love ones, eating lots of food and enjoying each others company. this year i will be away from my family, but the friends that i have made have become family it is going to be hard to leave all of them. they are amazing and i am thankful for meeting each and everyone of them.

she had to have the best seat in the house and be included in all family functions. ie dinner at the table that i was one of her spots that had a pillow to cushion her while she waited.

tina

this is tina on the couch christmas day 2007.

tina

dad took this

the day my kid died

yesterday tina, my 14 year old wiener dog died. she was my child, we grew up together and she was there for all the challenges in my life, she was my tina love. tina was amazing, the sassiest little thing on all fours, she always had a comment, never listened when you wanted her to and always showed me she cared. this is the hardest thing in life to lose a pet, to lose a loved one that always had unconditional love.
i will never forget the times she was there to greet me when i would come home from a trip. it was always a quick hello, then she would get mad remembering that i had left her, followed later with undivided attention and relaxing on the couch to watch tv together. i will forever miss her.

its nice to take naps

my favorite thing to do is take a nap when ever i want. especially when it is with someone i care about. napping keeps you young and full of life, it helps to replenish your mental abilities and refresh your body for the next few hours to come.

future plans

currently the only future plans that i have is to go on vacation and get a break from everything. this whole school thing is overwhelming, the economy sucks and my over all like is in a constant state of chaos.

one day i would like to have that cooky cutter family portrait. the nuclear family , a great husband , smart amazing kids and a good family living. but life always has its own way of working. only time will tell if things happen the way i want.